Goodbye California.

Last Saturday I left California and headed east to visit friends in Texas for awhile. While I only intend for this to be temporary I really still wonder what the future holds. The main reasons I decided to go on this trip were that I'm tired of having no work and relying on disability assistance. And while there are still some jobs I can do back home in California, with the job market being as tight as it is and my current fears and lack of confidence in myself it will be extremely hard to get or keep a job. However my friends in Texas are willing to give me a chance for a job without as much hassle. At the very least Hopefully I can regain some self confidence in doing this. At the same time though I'm going to miss all my local friends, and my family which were the only things keeping me going at times.