Dreams

 

Dreams

Jul. 25th, 2010 | 02:00 pm

Dreamed my father was still alive and was making one of the meals he used to make. I was sitting in a den room that never existed in real life and my mom and sister came in to watch TV commenting that he was making too much noise for them to watch it elsewhere. I then went to the kitchen (perhaps to say hi? perhaps to help? or just to inform him to keep it down which would be unusual). when I got there he was getting out some pots or chopping something, with his back turned to the entry way. he did notice my entry though, stopped and was starting to turn around, but then I woke up...

It's been a bit over three months since his passing. I'm still accepting and doing ok with the reality of it. Occasionally though, memories of him and dreams do surface though and bring a sad moment. I guess that's just part of the natural process though, and I do prefer having those memories rather than not.