US social programs, It's a love hate Relationship.
Feb. 24th, 2011 | 08:06 pm
mood:
annoyed
FFFF I hate dealing with public aid programs. If I don't make a large back-payment Social Security gave me in December vanish I'll loose MediCal coverage. Which then would cause either Medical or Social Security or both to demand hundreds of dollars back from me. one because they deemed me unqualified the other because health coverage premiums are no longer being paid.
I wish they could just make it easier to Find a Psychiatrist and Psychologist so I could get treatment to get back to work or let me continue college to get a degree to then get work. But noo, every-time they give with one hand they have to punch with the other. F*ed up broken system. no wonder it costs so much money.
I keep wondering if it was ever at any time thought that maybe if they get High functioning people with mental disorders like myself stabilized and back into employment how much money could be saved in the long run. Saved by not only nolonger having to cut me and others like me a check each month, but actually have me paying back into the system again. But no, we have a run away bureaucracy which wants to cut budjets, by dumping people at the first chance they get, and a country that just ignores and screws over those with mental disorders if they should ever stumble and loose health coverage.
However all that said I'm grateful to that at least it's there in some form or myself and my family would probably be homeless living with friends and family.
So I guess this next week is again time to try and overcome my mental blocks and problems to get help to overcome my mental blocks and problems and find a Psychologist or counselor again. Also I still need to get my car's A/C fixed so should probably do that. Hopefully those will use enough money to prevent penalty.
I wish they could just make it easier to Find a Psychiatrist and Psychologist so I could get treatment to get back to work or let me continue college to get a degree to then get work. But noo, every-time they give with one hand they have to punch with the other. F*ed up broken system. no wonder it costs so much money.
I keep wondering if it was ever at any time thought that maybe if they get High functioning people with mental disorders like myself stabilized and back into employment how much money could be saved in the long run. Saved by not only nolonger having to cut me and others like me a check each month, but actually have me paying back into the system again. But no, we have a run away bureaucracy which wants to cut budjets, by dumping people at the first chance they get, and a country that just ignores and screws over those with mental disorders if they should ever stumble and loose health coverage.
However all that said I'm grateful to that at least it's there in some form or myself and my family would probably be homeless living with friends and family.
So I guess this next week is again time to try and overcome my mental blocks and problems to get help to overcome my mental blocks and problems and find a Psychologist or counselor again. Also I still need to get my car's A/C fixed so should probably do that. Hopefully those will use enough money to prevent penalty.
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